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11 July 2023 @ 11:03 am
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Pen Name is Yuki
10 July 2009 @ 10:06 am
Title: Hard Hand to Hold - Chapter Ten
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige, Ryo/Original Character
Genre: AU, Romance
Rating: Mostly PG-13
Summary: A story that shows two people looking back on a relationship that dissolved before attempting to bring it back to life. A hard hand to hold shouldn’t be so hard to let go of.
WC: 1800

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Current Music: 2NE1 - I don't care
 
 
Pen Name is Yuki
06 July 2009 @ 08:39 pm
Title: Hard Hand to Hold - Chapter Nine
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige, Ryo/Original Character
Genre: AU, Romance
Rating: Mostly PG-13
Summary: A story that shows two people looking back on a relationship that dissolved before attempting to bring it back to life. A hard hand to hold shouldn’t be so hard to let go of.
WC: 1900

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Pen Name is Yuki
22 June 2009 @ 12:01 pm
Title: Hard Hand to Hold - Chapter Eight
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige, Ryo/Original Character
Genre: AU, Romance
Rating: Mostly PG-13
Summary: A story that shows two people looking back on a relationship that dissolved before attempting to bring it back to life. A hard hand to hold shouldn’t be so hard to let go of.
WC: 1900

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Pen Name is Yuki
21 June 2009 @ 09:37 am
Title: Hard Hand to Hold - Chapter Seven
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige, Ryo/Original Character
Genre: AU, Romance
Rating: Mostly PG-13
Summary: A story that shows two people looking back on a relationship that dissolved before attempting to bring it back to life. A hard hand to hold shouldn’t be so hard to let go of.
WC: 680

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Pen Name is Yuki
18 June 2009 @ 10:50 am
Title: Hard Hand to Hold - Chapter Six
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige, Ryo/Original Character
Genre: AU, Romance
Rating: Mostly PG-13
Summary: A story that shows two people looking back on a relationship that dissolved before attempting to bring it back to life. A hard hand to hold shouldn’t be so hard to let go of.
WC: 1230

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It was only a theory, but I couldn’t find any way to deny it. It all made sense. )
 
 
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Current Music: the sound of raindrops hitting against the roof
 
 
Pen Name is Yuki
17 June 2009 @ 08:59 am
Title: Hard Hand to Hold - Chapter Five
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige, Ryo/Original Character
Genre: AU, Romance
Rating: Mostly PG-13
Summary: A story that shows two people looking back on a relationship that dissolved before attempting to bring it back to life. A hard hand to hold shouldn’t be so hard to let go of.
WC: 1830

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Such long, outstretched cold is even difficult for the earth to shake off )
 
 

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Pen Name is Yuki
14 June 2009 @ 09:53 am
Title: Hard Hand to Hold - Chapter Four
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige, Ryo/Original Character
Genre: AU, Romance
Rating: Mostly PG-13
Summary: A story that shows two people looking back on a relationship that dissolved before attempting to bring it back to life. A hard hand to hold shouldn’t be so hard to let go of.
WC: 2100

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Pen Name is Yuki
13 June 2009 @ 04:12 pm
Title: Hard Hand to Hold - Chapter Three
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige, Ryo/Original Character
Genre: AU, Romance
Rating: Mostly PG-13
Summary: A story that shows two people looking back on a relationship that dissolved before attempting to bring it back to life. A hard hand to hold shouldn’t be so hard to let go of.
WC: 1720

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When you hear someone say I love you to you, you never like to think that they could ever say it to someone else. )
 
 
Pen Name is Yuki
06 June 2009 @ 08:46 pm
Title: Hard Hand to Hold - Chapter Two
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige, Ryo/Original Character
Genre: AU, Romance
Rating: Mostly PG-13
Summary: A story that shows two people looking back on a relationship that dissolved before attempting to bring it back to life. A hard hand to hold shouldn’t be so hard to let go of.
WC: 2350

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Pen Name is Yuki
05 June 2009 @ 05:17 pm
Title: Hard Hand to Hold - Chapter One
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige, Ryo/Original Character
Genre: AU, Romance
Rating: Mostly PG-13
Summary: A story that shows two people looking back on a relationship that dissolved before attempting to bring it back to life. A hard hand to hold shouldn’t be so hard to let go of.
WC: 1630

Is there a specific moment when a mistake begins? )
 
 
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Current Music: Inori ~ You Raise Me Up - Lena Park
 
 
Pen Name is Yuki
31 May 2009 @ 05:34 pm

Title: If Only I Had...(Chapter 20/20)
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU, Romance, Supernatural, Angst
Warnings: Violence/Abuse in chapters 1-6
Summary: Losing a loved one is one of the most difficult things to live with and we always wish for a way to bring that person back. However, there are some times when that person is better off dead. After all, some reunions aren't always so sweet.
Previous Chapters:
( Chapter 1 )
(
Chapter 2 )
(
Chapter 3 )
(
Chapter 4 )
(
Chapter 5 )
(
Chapter 6 )
(
Chapter 7 )
(
Chapter 8 )
(
Chapter 9 )
(
Chapter 10 )
(
Chapter 11
)
( Chapter 12 )
( Chapter 13a )
( Chapter 13b )
( Chapter 14 )
( Chapter 15 )
( Chapter 16 )
( Chapter 17 )
( Chapter 18a )
( Chapter 18b )
( Chapter 19 )

 


 
 
Current Music: Fall in Love - Lena Park
 
 
Pen Name is Yuki
31 May 2009 @ 05:33 pm

Title: If Only I Had...(Chapter 19/20)
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU, Romance, Supernatural, Angst
Warnings: Violence/Abuse in chapters 1-6
Summary: Losing a loved one is one of the most difficult things to live with and we always wish for a way to bring that person back. However, there are some times when that person is better off dead. After all, some reunions aren't always so sweet.
Previous Chapters:
( Chapter 1 )
(
Chapter 2 )
(
Chapter 3 )
(
Chapter 4 )
(
Chapter 5 )
(
Chapter 6 )
(
Chapter 7 )
(
Chapter 8 )
(
Chapter 9 )
(
Chapter 10 )
(
Chapter 11
)
( Chapter 12 )
( Chapter 13a )
( Chapter 13b )
( Chapter 14 )
( Chapter 15 )
( Chapter 16 )
( Chapter 17 )
( Chapter 18a )
( Chapter 18b )

Sometimes I relate time to the flow of water. )</div>
 
 
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Pen Name is Yuki
22 May 2009 @ 08:53 pm

Title: If Only I Had...(Chapter 18b/20)
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU, Romance, Supernatural, Angst
Warnings: Violence/Abuse in chapters 1-6
Summary: Losing a loved one is one of the most difficult things to live with and we always wish for a way to bring that person back. However, there are some times when that person is better off dead. After all, some reunions aren't always so sweet.
Previous Chapters:
( Chapter 1 )
(
Chapter 2 )
(
Chapter 3 )
(
Chapter 4 )
(
Chapter 5 )
(
Chapter 6 )
(
Chapter 7 )
(
Chapter 8 )
(
Chapter 9 )
(
Chapter 10 )
(
Chapter 11
)
( Chapter 12 )
( Chapter 13a )
( Chapter 13b )
( Chapter 14 )
( Chapter 15 )
( Chapter 16 )
( Chapter 17 )
( Chapter 18a )
 


 

 

 
 
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Pen Name is Yuki
14 May 2009 @ 05:54 pm

Title: If Only I Had...(Chapter 18a/20)
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU, Romance, Supernatural, Angst
Warnings: Violence/Abuse in chapters 1-6
Summary: Losing a loved one is one of the most difficult things to live with and we always wish for a way to bring that person back. However, there are some times when that person is better off dead. After all, some reunions aren't always so sweet.
Previous Chapters:
( Chapter 1 )
(
Chapter 2 )
(
Chapter 3 )
(
Chapter 4 )
(
Chapter 5 )
(
Chapter 6 )
(
Chapter 7 )
(
Chapter 8 )
(
Chapter 9 )
(
Chapter 10 )
(
Chapter 11
)
( Chapter 12 )
( Chapter 13a )
( Chapter 13b )
( Chapter 14 )
( Chapter 15 )
( Chapter 16 )
( Chapter 17 )
 

I’ve left him so many times before. )
 
 
Pen Name is Yuki
10 May 2009 @ 02:40 pm

Title: If Only I Had...(Chapter 17/20)
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU, Romance, Supernatural, Angst
Warnings: Violence/Abuse in chapters 1-6
Summary: Losing a loved one is one of the most difficult things to live with and we always wish for a way to bring that person back. However, there are some times when that person is better off dead. After all, some reunions aren't always so sweet.
Previous Chapters:
( Chapter 1 )
(
Chapter 2 )
(
Chapter 3 )
(
Chapter 4 )
(
Chapter 5 )
(
Chapter 6 )
(
Chapter 7 )
(
Chapter 8 )
(
Chapter 9 )
(
Chapter 10 )
(
Chapter 11
)
( Chapter 12 )
( Chapter 13a )
( Chapter 13b )
( Chapter 14 )
( Chapter 15 )
( Chapter 16 )
 


Before this dream began, I was haunted by the words I never said )
 
 
Pen Name is Yuki
09 May 2009 @ 10:08 am

Title: If Only I Had...(Chapter 16/20)
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU, Romance, Supernatural, Angst
Warnings: Violence/Abuse in chapters 1-6
Summary: Losing a loved one is one of the most difficult things to live with and we always wish for a way to bring that person back. However, there are some times when that person is better off dead. After all, some reunions aren't always so sweet.
Previous Chapters:
( Chapter 1 )
(
Chapter 2 )
(
Chapter 3 )
(
Chapter 4 )
(
Chapter 5 )
(
Chapter 6 )
(
Chapter 7 )
(
Chapter 8 )
(
Chapter 9 )
(
Chapter 10 )
(
Chapter 11
)
( Chapter 12 )
( Chapter 13a )
( Chapter 13b )
( Chapter 14 )
( Chapter 15 )
 

The dead aren’t supposed to come back. )
 
 
Pen Name is Yuki
05 May 2009 @ 09:07 pm

Title: If Only I Had...(Chapter 15/20)
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU, Romance, Supernatural, Angst
Warnings: Violence/Abuse in chapters 1-6
Summary: Losing a loved one is one of the most difficult things to live with and we always wish for a way to bring that person back. However, there are some times when that person is better off dead. After all, some reunions aren't always so sweet.
Previous Chapters:
( Chapter 1 )
(
Chapter 2 )
(
Chapter 3 )
(
Chapter 4 )
(
Chapter 5 )
(
Chapter 6 )
(
Chapter 7 )
(
Chapter 8 )
(
Chapter 9 )
(
Chapter 10 )
(
Chapter 11
)
( Chapter 12 )
( Chapter 13a )
( Chapter 13b )
( Chapter 14 )
 


Some say there is comfort in routine )
 
 
Pen Name is Yuki
30 April 2009 @ 03:30 pm

Title: If Only I Had...(Chapter 14/20)
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU, Romance, Supernatural, Angst
Warnings: Violence/Abuse in chapters 1-6
Summary: Losing a loved one is one of the most difficult things to live with and we always wish for a way to bring that person back. However, there are some times when that person is better off dead. After all, some reunions aren't always so sweet.
Previous Chapters:
( Chapter 1 )
(
Chapter 2 )
(
Chapter 3 )
(
Chapter 4 )
(
Chapter 5 )
(
Chapter 6 )
(
Chapter 7 )
(
Chapter 8 )
(
Chapter 9 )
(
Chapter 10 )
(
Chapter 11
)
( Chapter 12 )
( Chapter 13a )
( Chapter 13b )
 


The desperation in her eyes made me realize that even a woman whose hands are stained with sin and blood can desire redemption.  )
 
 
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Pen Name is Yuki
27 April 2009 @ 05:48 pm

Title: If Only I Had...(Chapter 13b/20)
Author: Yuki
Pairing: RyoShige
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU, Romance, Supernatural, Angst
Warnings: Violence/Abuse in chapters 1-6
Summary: Losing a loved one is one of the most difficult things to live with and we always wish for a way to bring that person back. However, there are some times when that person is better off dead. After all, some reunions aren't always so sweet.
Previous Chapters:
( Chapter 1 )
(
Chapter 2 )
(
Chapter 3 )
(
Chapter 4 )
(
Chapter 5 )
(
Chapter 6 )
(
Chapter 7 )
(
Chapter 8 )
(
Chapter 9 )
(
Chapter 10 )
(
Chapter 11
)
( Chapter 12 )
( Chapter 13a )

 

I want to melt into this feeling of warmth and comfort until it is no longer something so unfamiliar.  )
 
 
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